I think a year recap is in order. Definitely a crappy year but there were some upsides.
First, the pandemic. I remember the first few days of March when it was announced here and the streets were completely empty. Cases were still growing but there were very few deaths. Everybody was in a panic and rightly so. Fast forward to December, we are reaching the peak of the second wave and it seems nobody cares anymore. Like we collectively ran out of fucks to give. With the announcement of new vaccines (none yet approved for use in the country), it seems people relaxed and there is news of huge parties every day. Just like the virus likes.
Then there was the divorce. It was a painful moment and it took me a while to adapt to the emptiness. Luckily, I didn’t stop my treatment (more on that in another post) so my depression was kept at bay. We managed to stay friends and I wish her all the best in life. As for me, I feel more resilient now being alone. There is still emptiness but it’s manageable. Things will only get better, I’m sure. I’m working on my network of friends, which I have neglected too much over the past few years. It made me realize how essential they are.
At work, I managed to go back to the same research institution I worked for a few years before, after having worked for Wikimedia and a fintech in Spain. It’s the same kind of work, as interesting as the other two. But here I’m among personal friends, some life long. It makes a lot of difference while working and outside work hours because we have fun activities together to relax. It’s been awesome and I wish it continues for years more. So that’s the main upside of 2020 for me. I’m really happy about this opportunity. The work is technically engaging as well, which is great.
With the divorce, my cat count went from 11 to “just” 7. Although I miss the 4 cats that left very much (Rajão, Estrelinha, Gordon, and Mitchan), it was for the better. I live in a small house and all those cats were creating a very stressful environment (cats are very territorialist creatures). I’ve noticed that they are more relaxed now and that helps me as well (no more catfights during the night, for instance).
In 2021, I hope to put my financials in order. I’ve accumulated a lot of (good) debt that I’m hoping to pay soon. Maybe even buy a car in 21H3. I don’t live exactly close to grocery stores, pharmacies, etc so it’s been hard only having a bicycle. A car would certainly help. The upside of not having a car is that I get to do more exercise (either cycling or walking). However, I love to travel by car and I’m looking forward to planning new trips this year.
I can’t finish without mentioning vaccines. Many countries are vaccinating against COVID-19 already but my country isn’t. We have a president that denies the virus and has not put the federal government machinery in motion to help fight this pandemic. It’s all very sad and I hope he gets voted out in 2022. If things go mildly well, vaccination is expected to start only in February which feels very late in the game. Here’s hope we actually manage to vaccinate everybody (which I have some doubts about).